My writing is public and then I lock it up "friends-only."
Get it? get an lj-name and friend me.
You can! love, me

What have I got to lose. I can sublet untiI I can't take it anymore or take back my home if the rentals cause meltdown... ...do some gigs. get to drive a vehicle. ...and and keep an eye on my loot; pay off bro's debt and we're golden. i go to the parks by myself. I have can be appalled by that guy and his rebuke rebuke myself for jealousy anywhere. anywhere. it makes no matter. my future has changed.

---- I have no idea when I wrote that. I lost my mind on St. Patrick's Day.

----I am going to Jamaica to figure out what I want to do next.

I might be back.

who is this. probably irish and irish language above, as was at the parade.

a
works for me.
b
but I can't NOT think about it.
a
try a little harder.
b
that's the answer, just pretend it never happened.
a
could do.
b
seems to me that YOU are hiding something.
a
i'm tired is all.
b
i thought that unexamined life was not worth living.
a
the over examined life can give you a terrible headache.
b
hangover.
a
I should not say things like that.
b
no. I did. but you did. Now you did.
a
slow down. Whoa. i forgot what we were talking about.
b
forgiveness.
a
highest ideal.
b
I can only forgive so far. I was telling you that find t hard to forget and truly let forgiveness live within me.
a
and i told you to let forgiveness be as thorough as possible. Forgive AND forget.
b
you are hiding a great wrong. I see that.
a
you see nothing.
b
i don't read your mind. i see you mood. your deception. the truth is being hiding. what are you hiding, Father?

SO hadda upload it so I could use it. It a great foto. Kudos 2 Stas for not making me look fat.

I dunno if I wanna go to the opening or to vivianas or both tomorrow but i don't have to decide right now. i can relazz and remember that I have a mission in this world and I don't know if it's to make doughnuts. it may be insignificant to creation of order but I also realized that nothing can manifest order and that it is all a dream and.
...
I'm no longer naive. I have come to understand the veracity of true goodness in a very relative few. the veil has been put gently back on.

whoa. and to think: i was down loaded all this information completely sober. eating chinese food.

crazy thing, for the first time four years or so (maybe year one, whatevs), I said. earlier this night in my BFF's office, "I want to get drunk." She laughed and handed me a seltzer. The sauna helped.

calorie restriction

slowly build on what you need to know and want to think

inspire create and collaborate

an illness wrapped in a mystery

2 french fries

3 med times

4 tiger balm

5 shots of insulin

6 painful spasms

7 pricks for testing

8 units for cover

9 megs of val

10 super secrets

11 slips and falls

12 cheers for courage

On the first day of christmas, my true love gave to me a pancake that's gluten free.

On the second day of Christmas my true love gave to me, two blizzards whizzing and a pancake that's gluten-free.

On the third day of christmas, my true love gave to me three boiled eggs, two blizzards whizzing and a pancake that's gluten free.

On the fourth day of Christmas my true love gave to me, four repeat movies, three boiled eggs, two blizzards whizzing and a pancake that's gluten free.

On the fifth day of christmas my true love day to me, five finger sticks!!!! ...four repeat movies, three boiled eggs, two blizzards whizzing and a pancake that's gluten free.

On sixth day of Christmas my true love gave to me six buzzing phone calls, five finger sticks! four repeat movies, three boiled eggs, two blizzards whizzing and a pancake that's gluten free.

On the seventh day of Christmas my true love gave to me, seven shots of short term, six buzzing phone calls, five finger sticks! four repeat movies, three boiled eggs, two blizzards whizzing and a pancake that's gluten free.

On the eighth day of Christmas, my true love gave to me eight slips averted, seven shots of short term, six buzzing phone calls, five finger sticks! four repeat movies, three boiled eggs, two whizzing blizzards and a pancake that's gluten free.

On the ninth day of Christmas, my true love gave to me nine new venues, eight slips averted, seven shots of short term, six phone calls buzzing, five finger sticks!!~ four repeat movies, three boiled eggs, two whizzing blizzards and a pancake that's gluten free.

On the tenth day of Christmas, my true love gave to me, ten lantus units, nine new venues, eight slips averted, seven shots of short term, six buzzing phone calls, five finger sticks!!~ four repeat movies, three boiled eggs, two whizzing blizzards and a pancake that's gluten free.

On the eleventh day of Christmas, my true love gave to me eleven pills for dancing, ten lantus units, nine new venues, eight slips averted, seven shots of short term, six buzzing phone calls.... five finger sticks! four repeat movies, three boiled eggs, two whizzing blizzards and a pancake that's gluten-free.

On the twelfth day of Christmas, my true love gave to me, 12 men to choose from, eleven pills for dancing, ten lantus units, nine new venues, eight slips averted, seven shots of short term, six buzzing phone calls.... Five Finger Sticks!! ...four repeat movies, three boiled eggs, two whizzing blizzards and a pancake that's gluten-free.

"I don't know if I believe in Jesus but i sure believe in gravity." - Saint Reverend Jen at her Anti-Slam, 12/22/2010

I'm glad I'm not on Facebook. the heat just turned on and I have wrapping paper and bits to buy! Aye!

I must learn to speak in a gentle vox and make sure everyone has a game to play.

30 voices in 3 minutes. Now it's five minutes. Do I have fifty voices? We shall find out!

This is the art what makes me fly.

Fucktards and flyovers....... No children are ALLOWED to read this, so fuck off you little nosy brat!

And to my new stalker(s).... Your links are all in cyrillic. My fucking computer can't handle the whack font. Don't make me friends-only fucking livejournal. Are the interwebs so unsafe these days?

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